Well well well..

I have changed huh? I'm not the guy i used to be issit?The nice guy you used to know?

Wow real nice.

First of all thank you very much for commending how nice i was being and such.

But honestly, nice-ness wont get you anywhere. Nowhere at all.

Broken friendship?

The only reason it is broken is because u made it that way. Yes you. Why is that? Cause your negativity got the better of you. Your insecureness. Misquoting and misunderstanding every of my actions and words.

And ask yourself. Have you really been there for me? I don't really care much about that but the question i really am asking you is. Have you ever listened to me?

No. A categorical No. Whenever i advised, you'll go on and on about how people dont understand you on what you're going through. For heaven's sake stop whining. Stop every single thing you're doing and just listen. Listen and listen good. You'll never know what those advises will lead to. Stop countering every single thing. Stop being too dependent on people and go all emo and negative just when no one pays attention to you. Grow up. You're how old already. Be independant. Stop referring every single problem you're going through to your family background about how shitty it is and how you wished everything was different

It is already made that way. Live with it. Yes you can go on ranting how life is unfair and whatever nots but not everyday or every single time you're having probs.

You said you made efforts? Yes you do. Its just that it has always been at the wrong time. When im busy or just got home. Understand that. We did talked on the fone for hours that time didnt we? You didnt rmbr that. You didnt remember how happy you were and sounded. Laughing and such. Did you remember all that when you sent that msg to me?Blaming me on how i've changed and where u stand in my life?

Wow much.

"Now i know where i stand in your life"

Yea that exact sentence, just killed off the friendship. I did not do it. You did.

I have a feeling ever since we kinda drifted you've been looking for an opportunity to make me look as though im the one at fault and perhaps this was the best chance you could.

Well congratulations on achieving half your aim.

And just for your info, like what i sent u, this isnt goodbye.

This is to knock some sense into you. Wake up. Life has never been a bed of roses. No one said it would be smooth sailing.

But God's fair. He only test you till your limit.

Behind this sorrows of life, lies a wealth of happiness.

If you're not experiencing it now, then maybe later. You're only that age. You still got a long way to go. Even lifes has tides.

I really do hope you really start growing up before its too late.