Ok its friday today. Not really a TGIF but it was alrite.

It started boring because i really didnt feel like waking up and all.. An added blow, my first lesson was super boring and i practically stoned for the whole 2hours. Heh talk about classes at 9am..duhh!

But it got better as the day went by. Watched Disturbia again with Alia on her lappie and she fucking got my Viewty!nb before me also. haha...tkpe2.. And we decided to give Nad and hafiz a call to tanye khabar. And hafiz informed us that he's coming to school. Talked about having a smile. I was super elated sia. So we waited for him at ITAS. Waited and waited and he came. WITH NAD!omg talk about a shockerrr. Really i missed them much. Hugs and all and i couldnt take it and i...*those there knew what happened so ssshhhhh*

Timely too..So we catched up and since its been a long time since we were together, we headed to amphitheatre. Talked about memories. Gosh i miss them muchosss.. Thanks for dropping by both of you. Much love. :)

On another note, i've came to a decision that i think i've never taken but im willing to risk it all for you. Just to show how much you actually means to me. Much pondering and thinking and lack of sleep and all. I hope its worth it. Insyallah. I leave it to God's hands now. We can only plan our actions. he will decide the consequences. And i think its time that i do something for the better.

And yes i know its a drastic change to what all you my frens have been used to. But i really want it and i hope you guys will support me and understand why im taking that action. Alrite? :)

And to someone that i believe still do read my blog, you need not worry or be curious about how i am now. You've decided to leave then by all means go. Its a hard fact to accept but as time goes by, the more mature i get, the more i wanna let go. But you suddenly coming into the picture when im almost on the verge of forgetting your existence is totally uncalled for. You wanna freshen up my wound? i believe so. But honestly, i don't give a two damn bit about it cos im through with that hope that you'll come back. So just leave and don't turn back. Its over now. You wanted that. I've been clinging but now, im through with you. Period.

PS: Thanks for the memories and thanks for the pain you've given me. Indeed you've made me more wiser and more mature in my thinking now. And if you're not gonna initiate the GOODBYE, I will. GOODBYE ROSZANA.

Goodbye.

*Don't fuck around just because the world fucks you upside down*