Finally an update.

Yes my blog was dead. Was really lazy to update whatever nots that happened. To the extent i forgot most of what happened.

All i know is that things seem a little clearer now, just a little but we all know how the weather can change in a split second. In this case, my life.

From jovial joy to a quick sudden mood change to down due to a twist of a tale most of the time. Nonetheless, it is all part of living. Like a friend of mine said, life without problems and is smooth sailing is a boring life to start with.

Take things as it come be it both happiness or sorrows. Treasure the moments that is spent as you may never know when it will come again or worse, whether we will see it again. Im not quite sure if i can see myself reaching 19 next year seeing my health this way. All in God's hands.

Socially, i have great friends around me. Too great till a point of time where i feel i sometime dont belong with them. That im the cause for much fights in it. Yes we all are comfortable with one another but i just cant help feeling that way. What have i offered them in terms of friendship? *Shrugs*

Personal life, still single as always. Wonder when will that change. Wouldnt call my last one a r/ship. Those close to me will know why. So technically, i have been single since ermm..Sec 3?Wow close to three years man. It frustrates at time but im not letting it take over me. And yes im interested in a particular someone whom knows about it. I dont know if she feels the same. Maybe not now. Still to early for both of us. Go with the flow yet do something more. Thats my mentality now.

Ok i guess thats about my update. Take care people.

Misery misery misery
A phantom ghoul of sorrow

Misery misery misery
A poison that stays and grow

Misery misery misery
Killing me soft and slow

Misery misery misery
Death is coming yes i know

Misery misery misery
Take me away, away from sorrow

Emo much?i dont give a shit :)
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