Walking towards cityhall mrt station, it rekindled an old flame of the past. Passing through every shops remembering every single event that took place back then. Depressing much but i grew stronger. Controlling of emotion, yet one thing's for sure the details were vivid. The talks, the actions everything.

Described everything to Kak Liah and she told me that i was one hell of a strong person. Reaching home, i was tired much but i took time to look at her pic. I did not cry for the first time looking at her. With a warm smile i said 'Thank You' to her. Surprised?

Couple of reasons..
1)For entering my life and fill it with much sunshine during the times.
2)For trusting me and letting her trust me.
3)For showing me there's no forever but only always.
4)For breaking her promise and showing that she's human afterall and is not perfect and likely to err
5)For leaving me just like that rather than avoid me yet give me hope.
6)For loving me the way i am and with her own special way.

Her name's been etched so deep in my heart that the name wont go away and will remain there always.

I couldnt sleep the whole night last night.(and to nad sorie for that msg. Wrong timing perhaps?though you didnt reply.)

Walking with heider today, i described the whole meeting with her that happen way back in october. My heart was heavy and i felt like tearing but i held it back. Im pouring it out here now. Not crying though. Tears ran dry after all this times maybe?

Wont blame it on destiny or fate or even her but if you're reading this still..

You're missed.
And
You're forgiven yesterday, today and tomorrow.


Time heal no wound
For the scar is there
Etched with emotions
For all to see and feel