I think im officially a nutter who cant control my emotions.

Damn. I swear i've let alot of things affect my mood and behaviour to the extend it affects others as well. Im so sorrie to all who have been affected by it. Henna Didi, Ruzainah, Isha Darling are some.

I think i should go recollect myself again one of this days. Usual place. Pasir Ris Park. Where its peaceful and quiet at night. Being all alone thinking of every passing moments that has left me. Insyallah i'll feel better after that? Okay maybe being alone at this point of time aint such a good idea afterall..so anyone?

I told a friend something today which i thought im guilty of doing. The quote was:
DWELL ON THE PAST AND YOUR PRESENT WILL BE LOST AND YOUR FUTURE WASTED

Im guilty of doing just that. Dwelling on the past. You know. My 'zana' issue(ok i seriously dun care if she still read my blog animore) and APRIL..yeah..Its time for me to put money where my mouth's at(or issit the other way arnd).

IM MOVING FORWARD..period..

no more emo nites crying or wadever nots.
PS: DIDI SMACK ME IF I DO.THANX.

so yup..its back to the old irfan that's happie2...

on another note since its been a while since i blogged properly..

FOW/C was a blast..n ACCION is the BEST..one big familyyy <33 BEST SPIRITED EMPIRE SUMMORE..WAH SEYY bunch of hooliganss..hahaha... and school just started today.like finallie can? no more slacking. NANAD u noe wad to do!:D yr2 and i wanna buck up.its time to roll up my socks and make my effort worth it. No more saying. "man i tink im in the wrong course". no more saying. "that's a bullshit subject lah" im already in the course.my 2nd yr now.I have to accept it.

SO IRFAN's is on the march so watch out people!

IRFAN..IRFAN IRFAN hu hah!
DONT MESS WITH IRFAN DYNAMITE!BOOM BOOM!
and no im not gona shake my booty..haha..enough already in the camp..

oh oh i made a new fren today..
her name's maria..helloooo mariaaa :D
for now all i can sae is she's nice to talk with.i cant say much lah kan..
only get to noe.n yea..lets make the frenship last..wooh!




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