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April sucks. And i swear im beginning to hate you. You're the reason to all my lonely nites, crying, being angry at myself, being angry at others. Having this feisty rollercoaster of emotions to content with. Its all you.

Where have i done wrong?Looking back, nowhere at all. If there were, i would have admit but hell no..Not even a bit. April I so hate you. Im having this much anger in me right now that i just feel like punching anything. Mind you. ANYTHING. I don't see the use of holding it back but letting it out and hurting myself is dumb. But what do you care. You don't at all. April, selfishness kills a friendship. MIND YOU. IT KILLS.

Not to worry. Im a Muslim. My religion is against suicide. So don't worry. But fuck you April. I've loved you so much early on but you decided to turn against me. Very nice indeed.

You may ask what's my fucking problem and my answer will be, ASK YOURSELF THAT AND MAYBE YOU'LL FIND THE ANSWER TO YOUR OWN QUESTION.

Im so lost right now April. And there's no one to guide me. All I hear from people is 'chill', 'sabar', 'take it easy', everything's gonna be fine' BUT no one has listened out to me. I am talking but no one's listening. I want to remove this huge feeling in me April. Please.

Distressed much