As i walked home just now, a thought came to me like the wind in a flash.

Am i who i really am?

Not a tad nicer?not a tad meaner?

I dont know. I feel like all this is a facade and its not who i want to be. It seems being hypocritical to be someone your not but hey i swear i was just being me or so i thought.

Living in this world is like a play. You being the main character in it and control what you want to be like and how the story goes. The only thing in this play is.. There are no 'cuts' or re-scene. You have to go with what you already gone through. Whether it is seemingly right or wrong. But then again, there are no rights or wrongs but just perception of it.

I've dream of so many successes but is it worth living with just dreams? Should i take a step back into reality or should i take a leap of faith to make the dreams come through. It just take additional effort and plenty of risk and should i risk what i already have for it?

I want to search for myself one of this days but i've been busy. And since im having two days off from work maybe i should do it tmr. Distant myself from everything and everyone and just be alone somewhere and think about it.

I just want to end this with sharing of a view of life in this so-called poem i made. It's more of expressing of my thoughts to me then being a poem.But what the heck. :)

Under the limelight of the stage, our show began.
No cuts, no edits but a mere simple play.
Flaws are told, bloopers are made, blunders are shown.
No directors, no producers but only actors.
Comedy, romance, horror, action all in one scene.
No script, no direction but only the flow of thoughts

Protagonists and antagonists played by the same character.
No supporting casts, no back up doubles.
Different views and different personalities at all different times.
No right or wrong but just perception of it.

Under the limelight of the stage, our show is ending.
No joy, no agony but just a rollercoaster of emotions.
As destiny and fate intertwined one another.

Under the limelight of the stage we are once again.
No lost, no gain but just a dawn of a new beginning.

Under the limelight of the stage, the end is near but the shows not over.

So are we really who we are?In this stage play.

End