I was sitting at my usual place in ITAS..at the back..with the usual people..ITAS was packed cos its the usual 12-2pm slot.i was with haliim,luqman,farid,alia,sarah and fauzi..happily chatting away having the normal good laugh till suddenly i stopped.

I felt something in me..My heart beats faster..

The back door of ITAS opens...All eyes were on that door as it opens..It was a gurl..I didnt turn..Could it be her?Wad was she doing at tp?Questions questions questions...

Farid:Eh hot kepe tu pompuan?sekkkk siaaa
Fauzi:A'ah siaaa..Fan, ko tengok ah(realising tat i wasnt looking)

I slowly turned my head..My heart told me its her..I turned...


YES it was her!i froze..I turned back..I look at haliim n he sensed something..

Haliim:Fan..Apehal kau?
Irfan:(shakes head)
Haliim:Bilang larr
Irfan:Tu Roszana lar siolll...

Haliim stared at me..The rest all went..'Saper?' hoping that i will repeat the name..i didnt..Haliim looked at me and looked at that gurl..Look at me again..

Haliim:Conferm per?

I nodded..

Roszana sat three tables away from me but from my angle i could see her clearly..She was sitting on the round table in ITAS..wif her bestie..

I stood up..

Haliim:Fan,rilek ah fan..

I ignored..

The rest look bewildered..Hoping to get a gist of wad was going on..Only haliim knew what's happening..only him..Looking at haliim, the rest demanded for an answer..Haliim juz kept quiet looking at me..

I walked towards her not caring the consequences...

I pulled her away..Out of ITAS...she was surprised but didnt make any intentions of pulling away..it was like she knew wad was coming..

OUTSIDE..
Irfan:Why?Why zana?why?
Zana:Why wad...
Irfan:Oh c'mon dun act dumb wif me..why?wad did i do?
Zana:Nothing..Absolutely nothing
Irfan:Then whyy?
(held her hand)After all we went thru together..why?
Zana:Its not u..its me..I wanted tiz to end..I dun wan u to tink dat im using u as a punching bag to pour my emotions.
Irfan:Have i ever told u to stop?haf i ever sae aniting abt nt liking wad ur doing?nooo...we're buddies..n dats wad im doing..

(pauses)
I look inside..The peeps were staring at us...

Zana:No..but...
Irfan:But what zana?what?all those promises....mere words?
Zana:im sorrie..i haf to..u take care...forget me...

Zana opened the door..

And dats when i awake cos my bedroom door was opened by my mum...sheesh...

I miss u buddie...Wadever i've done unintentionally or knowingly..im sorrie...You take care too...


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