Ok back again here penning down my thoughts...

Lappie is still an ass..Blardy viruses and all..

ANiwaes much thing has happened all this while..Just that i didnt wish to blog about it..so yea i kinda decide to pen/type my thoughts here.

NAD APPEAL GOT ACCEPTED LAR SIAA..yes it happened on monday..but heck imma wwrite it still..so yeahh will be seeing much of her nowadaes..yeahh

PENTAS:RAHSIA was a blast.trust me it was fantabulous..i thoroughly enjoyed myself despite all the staying back till late nites for rehearsals and all..gettin myself sickk...but worth it..fun..ppl enjoyed the show..was happie wif the response..

kudos to all that made it happen..

UNDESCRIBABLE EMOTIONS LINGER..yeah dats my pm for a long time at msn..only zana have asked me abt it..that too i didnt tell her whats the meaning behind that..
im keeping a whole lot of thing to myself tiz days..yes even frm you zana..even from didi..i dont want them to worry abt me..they have their own problems to deal with..let them be happie..it'll be better for them..writing this down...not hoping that they'll read it..but i noe they will...hmm..contemplating on this..ok..imma write..

I HATE LIFE..EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT..LOVE IS PART OF LIFE AND I HATE IT AS WELL..FAMILY AINT HELPING MUCH..CONSTANT NAGGING..EVEN WHEN IM NOT DOIN ANYTING AT ALL..

yes i've always said dat life is not all bed of roses..if it is..its called heaven..but i tink this is rather too much isnt it?which human in the right sense can take constant emotional pain?

i dunnoe..i've lost the will to live..but didi n zana is putting life into me..but slowly but surely,one day i'll have enough..and i'll be leaving didi n zana..the life they are putting in me might just not be sufficient...but im appreciating every single moment n time they put aside for me..i realie do..

well i guess thats all..

PS:love hurts..