Can I bear the fact that she be with me despite she liking someone else?Despite being with me, she can never love me...

This is a question im asking this days..

No dont get it wrong ppl..Im not with her at all..Neither does she know that i like her..That is to my knowledge.

But ppl..Ask yourself that question. Will she be happy?And will you be happy when she's not happy?Going into a relationship is a promise(though i dont believe in this word anymore) to make both of you happy in lyfe. Being in each other's corner through thick and skin.

Ask yourself again. If she is not happy with you, will she do all this?Will you feel the satisfaction that your in a happy relationship?Ask yourself.

I want to make it clear to ppl who somehow got confused or angered or maybe even pitied me for making a sudden decision. Well obviously u all know i have decided to take a step back and forget abt my liking for a certain girl after all that have went through. If u all think i've grown tired of being with her, WELL SCREW YOU ALL.. The fact is that i still lyke her!

This is my reason why i am taking a step back.

Well apparently i feel that i am not willing to sacrifice my friendship with her. To me friendship is everything. If something is going to jeopardise my frriendship, then it is no use going for that something. In this case, its love. I am just not willing. Furthermore, have she ever shown any affection for me?No. So that's another thing.

Another reason is of course i heard from someone that she liked someone. A friend of mine. I am not willing to lose two friend because of my ownself!No never!

So that is why i post that question early on...Would you live with that guilt that she actually doesnt lurve u?And that she is compromising her lurve for u?

I wouldnt want that. So that is why im taking a step back.